im getting a new xanga;;;

im tired of this one, and i just feel like starting over.

adios amigos.

Love is when someone can tell you what you're feeling,
before you even knew it yourself.

You were the first person to make me actually feel like I meant something.

You walked into the room and I kissed my heart goodbye

& for a second, I thought you might actually like me.

If it means marrying you with a Ring Pop than a diamond, I'd still do it.

i need courage.

When ever you call, when ever i talk to you.
the feeling i cant explain. i go crazy inside.
you know no clue what you do to me. i cant be without you.
when I'm not with you..i go crazy. its like you keep me living.

every single person has at least one
secret that would break your heart.
if we could just remember this, I think
there would be a lot more compassion
and tolerance in the world.

This is for the girls who don't always win, who stay up all night listening to music that inspires them to do things next to the impossible. The girls who laugh, smile, cry and think all on a daily basis. The girls who like, learn, and regret. The girls who may never have it easy. The girls who learn the hard way and live to tell about it . The real girls.

I look at you out of the corner of my eye,
and I can't help but sigh, searching for
words to strike a conversation.

If my silence doesn't tell you anything,
then my words are meaningless.

there's always gonna be that thing you hate but can't change, that one mistake you can't take back, and that one memory you would do anything to have again.

you're the star
and it's the scene where
you let down everyone who cares.

she's banged up. mentally and emotionally.
literally and metaphorically. but every day
she walks outside with a smile on her face
because that's who she is.

sometimes i just wanna break down, quit putting on this act, playing this role of someone who's always strong. and before long, it's too late. i've become cold and distant, my thoughts are inconsistent. so i suck it up and move foward. i'm beginnning to think i help others with their problems to avoid my own. screaming inside in the purest tone, i quit this time. i'll walk alone.

I want to say " im sorry "
I want you to know I care.
I want to say im blind for seeing
something that wasn't there.
I should have been more trusting
and listened to my heart
cause you're the only thing I need
and its tearing me apart

sometimes music is the only
thing that gets your mind
off of everything else

She's a disaster.
She loses faith in herself every day.
Her life is a mess and she doesn't even care.
No one understands her.
And people say stuff to put her down and
no one even notices that she might be breaking inside.
Or they never notice that maybe she needs a hug from someone.
Or someone to sit there with her and listen to her.
Maybe that’s all she needs.

maybe she feels like she's not good enough.
not a good enough friend,
not a good enough girl,
not a good enough sister, daughter, athlete.
maybe she's sick of trying.
maybe she's sick of crying.

Too often we don'trealize what we have --
until its gone.
Too often we're too stubborn to say
"im sorry i was wrong."
Sometimes; it seems we hurt the ones
we hold dearest to
our hearts & we let the foolish things
tear us apart.